"I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. And I
don't want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my
life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts
and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines and sing loud in the car
with the windows open and wear pink shoes and stay up all night
laughing and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want
to sleep hard on clean white sheets and throw parties and eat ripe
tomatoes and read books so good they make me jump up and down, and
I want my everyday to make God belly laugh, glad He gave life to
someone who loves the gift." --Shauna Neiquist


Thursday, September 30, 2010

Self-Talk and the Art of Bracing

Today is Thursday, and I'm already bracing myself for my weigh-in on Sunday. You see, I'm NOTORIOUS for retaining water when I change my workouts (like, I dunno, adding both running AND boxing in the same week?!). Logically, I understand what is happening in my body to cause the scale to stay the same or even go up following weeks like this one. You like how I'm preparing myself for the worst already? Mwahaha.

Now Mr. Scale and I are not really friends. We're closer to "frenemies," truth be told. He gives me valuable (although sometimes questionable) information, but retains the right to mock me whenever he sees fit. Yeah, there's a balanced relationship for ya. Anyway--I think he and I are fighting at the moment. He KNOWS when I'm retaining water from working out or from PMS (and Lordy, do I hold on to every drop for about a week, thanks), but does he tell me that? Oh, no! That would be too helpful!
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The way I see it, I'm doubly likely to see the scale go up rather than down this week, and not because I haven't maintained a hefty calorie deficit (because I totally have, even with a couple of higher calorie days). As long as I can keep going strong through next week to give my body time to adjust to my workouts and to recover from hormone mania, I should see a very nice downward plunge shortly thereafter. So I'm starting to mentally prepare myself now. And I'm also trying to focus on non-scale related feedback. For instance, my skin is looking tighter, my face is slimmer, and I can see some definition returning to the muscles in my legs. THOSE things do not lie to me like Mr. Scale does. He's mean.

It's almost Friday, ladies and gents!! *happy dance*

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