"I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. And I
don't want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my
life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts
and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines and sing loud in the car
with the windows open and wear pink shoes and stay up all night
laughing and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want
to sleep hard on clean white sheets and throw parties and eat ripe
tomatoes and read books so good they make me jump up and down, and
I want my everyday to make God belly laugh, glad He gave life to
someone who loves the gift." --Shauna Neiquist


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Day 7 of 28

25% finished and 100% frustrated. Today was horrible, and all because of my own stupid "choices." See, a whole BOATLOAD of family drama went down today, so my eating schedule was completely disrupted, and I found myself at various people's houses far away from my pre-made meals or protein shakes.

And honestly, if I had paid attention to how I was feeling about everything, I think I would have been fine. Instead, I was entirely focused on everyone else and pretty much just ate whatever was available at mealtimes, regardless of what it was (as long as it didn't contain meat, obviously).

So, my stomach hurts. BAD. And I'm angry/frustrated/depressed. Why does food EVER win? It should never win...*sigh*
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